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Nervous Wreck
03:35
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Hello my name is Chloe, I’m a short and anxious mess
I try to do the right thing, I try to do my best
I share too much on Twitter, and I drink til I can’t see
Three sugars in my coffee, I don’t know when I’ll be free
I like singing with my guitar; I find it helps me think
I’d like to get to know you, maybe we could get a drink
Excuse me if I’m jumpy, it’s just what I am like
I’m calm when I’m with whiskey, my anxiety will strike
And I wanna get to know you
And I’ll apologise cause I’m a nervous wreck
And I am gonna sing for you
And if you will have me then I’ll try to do my best
I’ll do my best
So thank you for having me
Hello my name is Chloe, I’ve a sickness I can’t shake
Like a storm within me, from the minute that I wake
Excuse me if I’m jumpy if my memory is bad
My medication calms me but it can me make me quite sad
I like making bad decisions, it makes me feel alive
Dance til 6am, il be drinking to survive
Cry myself to sleep sometimes, I wanna be the next big thing
Swear my brain is broken all I wanna do is sing
And I wanna get to know you
And I’ll apologise cause I’m a nervous wreck
And I am gonna sing for you
And if you will have me then I’ll try to do my best
I’ll do my best
So thank you for having me
And I find this quite scary
I apologise, my voice shakes when I speak
I find holding on kinda lonely
If you’ll forgive me it’s all getting kinda bleak
I find holding on…find holding on…
And I wanna get to know you
And I’ll apologise cause I’m a nervous wreck
And I am gonna sing for you
And if you will have me then I’ll try to do my best
I’ll do my best
So thank you for having me
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Bitter End
02:36
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Everything seems a little darker lately
The shadows move as one when there’s no light
Do you think that I found comfort in the bottle
Or that the bottle took the darkness from the night
So I drink to forget the problems I made when I drank to forget
All my nights are buried in blackouts and I can’t forget
All the mornings filled with shame, fear, and regret
No I can’t seem to forget, no I can’t seem to forget
Sometimes I splinter my mind with sadness
To escape from the relentless reality
Sometimes I splinter my mind with numbness
Because the darkness is less dark when it’s just me
So I drink to forget the problems I made when I drank to forget
All my nights are buried in blackouts and I can’t forget
All the mornings filled with shame, fear, and regret
No I can’t seem to forget, no I can’t seem to forget
So weaponise my words
And give them to my friends
And they will hunt me down until the bitter end
So weaponise my words
And give them to my friends
And they will hunt me down until the bitter, the bitter end
So I drank to forget the problems I made when I drank to forget
All my nights wee buried in blackout and I can’t forget
All the mornings filled with shame and fear and regret
No I can’t seem to forget, no I can’t seem to forget
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Blood On Your Hands
02:28
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How do I sit down to write, tell you what it’s like, to walk alone at night
Do you ever know what it’s like; feeling eyes slide up your thighs? I’m not looking for a fight
Call me when you’re home safe, cause these streets aren’t safe for you and I
So we write, and we shout, and we scream, we run out, out of fear
And I’ll hold my keys between my fingers, hold them tight til my knuckles are white, in case you are here.
And I’m sure you’re a good guy, but there’s blood on your hands if you stand aside
And I’m sure you’re a good guy, but there’s blood on your hands if you stand aside
And I’m sure you’re a good guy, but there’s blood on your hands if you stand aside
No you’ll never know what it’s like, what it’s like to feel afraid. Avert your eyes, keep your head down, pray to god you’ll make it home safe.
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Blackout
05:07
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I wake up again swear to god this is living in hell
Cause I’ve come to a sense, got my sanity and clarity as well
Why is everything so bright? My heart is racing in my sight
Cause I’ve done it again, wish that I could turn back the night
You know I used to like the whirlwind, and the chaos you kept me in, cause it kept me out of my mind
You know I used to love the fallout, kept me falling into blackout, cause the blackouts blacked out my life
I’m sick to my skin which doesn’t feel like my own
Who have I hurt, I can’t work it out all alone
Why is my head spinning why is there blood in my bed
I wish that I could undo it and I wish that I was dead
You know I used to like the whirlwind, and the chaos you kept me in, cause it kept me out of my mind
You know I used to love the fallout, kept me falling into blackout, cause the blackouts blacked out my life
And water won’t fix this and coffee won’t heal me
I wanna be held I want no one to feel me
Gasping for air, and choking on fear
Get me back into blackout, where no one is near
You know I used to like the whirlwind, and the chaos you kept me in, cause it kept me out of my mind
You know I used to love the fallout, kept me falling into blackout, cause the blackouts blacked out my life, life
(Used to like the whirlwind and the chaos you kept me in cos it kept me out of my mind, used to love the fallout kept me falling into blackout cause the blackouts blacked out my life)
You know I used to like the whirlwind, and the chaos you kept me in, cause it kept me out of my mind
You know I used to love the fallout, kept me falling into blackout, cause the blackouts blacked out my life, life
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